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michael got me a gameboy advance sp. i love him.

i feel sick really. completely sick. i want to vomit all these feelings up and start today over. its not okay for you to tell me that i'm childish because i want you, because i leave when i need too, that i cry when i need too and i dont just let you tell me how i should feel. i want to kill you really...
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this week has gone so fast, i guess its because ive been working a lot and just been pretty busy in general. i've been spending lots of money i dont have. im so broke it hurts and it just sucks. i hate being broke. my check on friday should be really good though. i wish i could get some overtime.

i hate working at 7 AM. i really do. i woke up at 5 and couldn't fall back asleep. i think it was because michael still wasnt home from work. i miss waking up and snuggling into his back. i don't like this 3rd shift thing he has going right now.

p.s. i love duran duran

last night was fucked up. nick shuster came down and we were just hanging out. michael got home at 10, his dad called. and we had to go pick him up at camp washington chili and pretty much drop him off in norwood. his dad hasnt changed. i guess no matter how hard you convince yourself that their trying, it doesnt mean shit. his dad...
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i don't know. i just hate that i've been lied to more than anything.

its okay for everyone to be upset except for me. fuck.

what up warped tour being awesome. it was so fun. i had the best fucking time. we went to the after party. i love acoustic sets. i fucking love letter kills, have my babies please. i love it.

i am so fucking tired today. mike woke me up at 11:15 so we could take the cats to the vet. i hung out with erin, it actually didnt feel weird at all like i thought it would. erin, mike, and i went to TGI Fridays because i like meat and potato soup. mmm. went to everybodys and took erin home. picked the cats up,...
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warped tour is monday and im fucking excited. if i dont get into the after party i will be so pissed. seriously, in a brutal way. hopefully things work out as planned. i got my prada purse in the mail today. i love it. i cant wait to carry it. tonight maybe. definately tomorrow. erin called me today, it was weird. she wants to hang...
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i hate working opening to close. i feel like shit this morning and my apartment smells like cat and i dont like it. i was to open all the indows and turn the fans on and try to air out this place but thats really hard considering we're are not supposed to have cats and they would all be up in the windows trying to...
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