user0240_824028402

not happy
im sick of feeling like this all the time,bored,useless,fed up.nobody actually asks how i am now,all they ask about is the baby & it may sound selfish to be annoyed about that but i still exist!
i sit here all day every day doing nothing & all everyone(well one person!) can do is moan about how they dont get to go out enough,how they dont get to get drunk and stay out all night because id like them there for me,is that selfish,yes maybe but i feel lonely.i havnt gone out properly to drink or have fun for 8 months & its getting me down.no one invites me anywhere because they are scared ill fall over & die! theres only so much more i can take! im so sick of being bored and so sick of him only caring about where hes going or what hes doing and if hes having fun.Im sick of thinking about everyone else and no one ever caring about me.

i wish i could be nasty but i cant.....i just cry...