Hi SG buddies,
Lately I prevented that I HAD to do this homework, because there's so much to say ! And in all of this, many of those happy facts are related to SuicideGirls... Thank you @missy @lyxzen @rambo for giving me the opportunity to take stock of this year through this homework ! This subject is positive. At the end of the year, everything isn't still well (I guess it's the same for everyone) but to write this blog permits to be optimistic and to put things into perspective
Many things began in 2015 in my life. This blog will be really rich in words and pictures. I'll present everything in a chronological way.
During the first days of January I broke up with my ex boyfriend with who I lived but we hadn't a super nice relation. I left him for my current lover actually, it had been really difficult but now everything's ok for everyone and he's seriously one of the best person I've ever known. He doesn't like to appear on the internet but I still take many funny and weird pictures of us/him.
He's the photograph of my debut set too. He never shot anyone or what before, but the photos are so sweet and classy we're really proud of this set. We had A LOT OF FUN while shooting, I think you can see it on my face :D
Still at the beginning of the year, I began my activity of model. My first shooting was with my awesome friend with who I have the electro band Giallarhorn, and we known the photograph thanks to a friend who was already model. (it's the gorgeous and talented Mélanie C , the photograph of my coming set). I had many occasion to meet nice people, photographs or model. Being an alternative model has given me greater self-confidence and I always love to finally discover the result of the shootings. Also I find important to assume your body and I had so much fears about being naked on the Internet but I'm finally PROUD of it. I find it's a pity the taboo which there is around the nudity in our society then I'm happy to promote my status of model of nude as well as that of my friends
Here are my best works. I've already posted all this photos so go in my albums for the credits ;)
Yes I had SO MANY hairstyles this year hahaha.
I wanted to be a member of the SG community very quickly after my debuts as a model. I began to think about it in January/February and finally really joined in April (!) I felt really lost during my first hours on the site lol but @marlene and @vehera came to me very quickly and everyone has been really nice. I could only be happy to have been accepted.
Later I met @amour and @prune in Paris. They were the first "people from internet" I'd ever met irl ! We had an awesome time and I always love to see them again. They're absolutely cute and kind ! We also met the impressive @gladyce in the same time
Some weeks ago I met the sexy baes @erloria @celine @jupiter @lestis (ADORABLE KITTY) Queen @marlene (finally ! <3) and @amour and @gladyce once again. I met wonderful persons once again
As you know it I also passed some days with @tchip and @miyumiyu . I just love them .
Yesterday I met @edd_ , she's gorgeous too but unfortunately we didn't took any picture !
My band Giallarhorn finally met a real success with our third gig at our school (after one year of existence and two crappy concerts ><) people were positive with us and it's incredibly nice to see people dance on your music and just appreciate the moment. And I'm totally in love with my co-worker.
Our videoclip VMC finished to reassure on the quality of our work. It had been a pain to film/mount/release it sometimes but the fruit of these efforts has no price. Many new projects has been presented thanks to it and i'm so proud of us because we made it without any help from A to Z.
And to finish I'm thankful to every single thing that made me cross the road of my little kitty Mù. I adopted him only this Summer but I love him as much as is I had him with me since a very long time. . He's fluffy cute and smart, you can't imagine.
So this year has been soooo rich, it's sometimes a lil exhausting but I can only be positive about the future of all of this. I want to continue and to go further into those relations and my skills as a model or musician. I'm thankful to be so well encouraged and to feel validated by my more or less close circle of acquaintances. I'm thankful to have the chance of being part of all those projects, to be free to do this and to have the possibilites of launching thing wiith the certainty to be supported and advised.
Also, for the first time of my life I've got my own house, my own place and before that during about three years I had no real "home". I was rolled around between the places of my mother, my father, my friends, my lover... This situation is really uncomfortable. I won't stay in this house for years but having a place for you, where I can live with Mù and where I can welcome my friends is super important to me.
That's all for now folks,
xoxo
Hildegarde
