So I saw the 'sex in the city' movie the other day =0) It was absoluuuutely gloooorious! 
. I laughed so much..I even cried a little at the end like a biig HUMUNGUS baby, haha =0)..It was so beautiful. ANND i'm so getting the boxed series now, after x-files is fully complete! .
Muwahahahahaha, I know, I know, I'm a ginormous neeerd =0)
So yesterday I went to Flanagans with EVERRRYBODY and their mommas. =0) It was in celebration of Aubwee being down from New York, and Jorge turning his manly 23. In the beginining, I really didn't want to go, particularly because I have been a little bit tight on money..but Ashley forced me to go, and paid for my meal + the Besstest GREEN refillable cup of coke EVER!.
haha..=0)..I have realized especially recently what absolutely ammmmazing friends I have. The other day, when kiki and Britney wanted me to go to see sex in the city with them, they told me they'd be my suga mommas and buy me goodies too! =0). Haha..=0) I think its soo cute my friends are buying my time. Maybe, just maybe, I can make a business out of being the champpio00n of the world and stuff you know?
..in other news, I began writing in my journal again. You see, the other night, I went through my little treasure chest..Its full of pictures and my old journals. So I was able to recapture once again, all of the memories of different points i've had to go through in my life.. And I suppose witnessing firsthand the transitions I have made within myself, really inspired me to begin expressing myself through the miracle of words =0). I mean, I used to write religiously everyday in my little paper journal. And I do feel that in the end, the reason why I was able to control my emotions so well, and not allow any of my anger nor sadness to interfere with my way of life, was because I had my method of coping.
It was my remedy, and was just as necessary to me as breathing was and still is.
I don't know why I stopped writing. But I do know, when I made the subconscious descion to do so, that was the day i decided to walk away from myself.
..So much fucked up shit has happened to me in the last year. I really need this. Because as of right now, I'm not surviving on my own. And I can feel my spirit fading away quicker than what I try to hide.
ReeeeeeR <--Thats my interpertation of when I sweerve when I duu drive...(on my skateboard..)
haha =0)..So thats enough sadness being emitted from my marshmellooowy goodness for now <3
I hope everyone is enjoying their night! =0)
ANND i leave you now, with a little present michelly sent me today, because she is a nerd
*its me in case you didn't notice*
Have a beauutiful night my loves! <3
. I laughed so much..I even cried a little at the end like a biig HUMUNGUS baby, haha =0)..It was so beautiful. ANND i'm so getting the boxed series now, after x-files is fully complete! .Muwahahahahaha, I know, I know, I'm a ginormous neeerd =0)
So yesterday I went to Flanagans with EVERRRYBODY and their mommas. =0) It was in celebration of Aubwee being down from New York, and Jorge turning his manly 23. In the beginining, I really didn't want to go, particularly because I have been a little bit tight on money..but Ashley forced me to go, and paid for my meal + the Besstest GREEN refillable cup of coke EVER!
.haha..=0)..I have realized especially recently what absolutely ammmmazing friends I have. The other day, when kiki and Britney wanted me to go to see sex in the city with them, they told me they'd be my suga mommas and buy me goodies too! =0). Haha..=0) I think its soo cute my friends are buying my time. Maybe, just maybe, I can make a business out of being the champpio00n of the world and stuff you know?
..in other news, I began writing in my journal again. You see, the other night, I went through my little treasure chest..Its full of pictures and my old journals. So I was able to recapture once again, all of the memories of different points i've had to go through in my life.. And I suppose witnessing firsthand the transitions I have made within myself, really inspired me to begin expressing myself through the miracle of words =0). I mean, I used to write religiously everyday in my little paper journal. And I do feel that in the end, the reason why I was able to control my emotions so well, and not allow any of my anger nor sadness to interfere with my way of life, was because I had my method of coping.
It was my remedy, and was just as necessary to me as breathing was and still is.
I don't know why I stopped writing. But I do know, when I made the subconscious descion to do so, that was the day i decided to walk away from myself.
..So much fucked up shit has happened to me in the last year. I really need this. Because as of right now, I'm not surviving on my own. And I can feel my spirit fading away quicker than what I try to hide.
ReeeeeeR <--Thats my interpertation of when I sweerve when I duu drive...(on my skateboard..
)haha =0)..So thats enough sadness being emitted from my marshmellooowy goodness for now <3
I hope everyone is enjoying their night! =0)
ANND i leave you now, with a little present michelly sent me today, because she is a nerd
*its me in case you didn't notice
* Have a beauutiful night my loves! <3
I tried the whole writing in a journal bit once....captured a very powerfull moment in my life that way....but in the end I was too lazy..