Ever wondered why humans believe that they are more than mere grains of sand in the cosmos?
How humans are so delusional in thinking there is choice and will, and suffering and joy?
When all there is, is the mere rearrangement of particles in a whole.
As if humanity beliefs that if they will the dune, a dune will emerge from the sand.
But alas,...
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In May of this year I had my first manic psychosis. Hallucinations, delusions, the whole thing. I had never experienced anything like it. Committed a felony during it, and broke up during my psychosis with my SO of 14 years. Prior to that I had lost my job. I was sectioned for 4 weeks.
In retrospect I was manic for months before that, and severely...
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It’s May of this year. The war in Ukraine had been going on for a while, but at least the COVID restrictions are lifted. You have a job, a house, a significant other, and pretty much all you ever wanted. A remote controlled telescope on a mountain, for example. Your official title is senior machine learning engineer. No children though, because if the apocalypse doesn’t...
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Find it on YouTube!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGhLfVGaC9Y
Chapter 1: sense and reference
I need a scene of someone in bed doomscrolling on a phone. But I don't want to use stock footage, if someone wants to try that with me, you'll find a way to reach me on here!
in fact I do actually have a barely functional screenplay that we could improv, seems like a fun project. Bit of commentary documentary,...
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Sol 20220419
Here it is ☀️. The premiere of my first, whatever you want to call this. It's on YouTube. It has a star in it. Next time will be better, I promise 😊
Be gentle. Or not. The mistakes are what make it real to me. Enjoy!
There's a tweet storm attached somewhere on Twitter
(Link)
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