Thoughts #3

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sorry, this is going to be rather problematic. I used to say on Twitter "this will cost me some followers" but then again, so....? Life, life, is a very interesting thing. It mostly just kinda happens. I was ten when I asked "how long is the movie of my life?" what's in between? There, and then?
And between all the pretentious philosophical bull crap there...
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Thoughts #2

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And the last person in my life, besides the therapist on weekly unjustifiable occasion, left my life. Through a, rather fascinating, series of circumstances. That's how I try to tell the story. But it does mean, I am truly alone now. With no job, 250k in savings, and a severe mental illness. YOLO?
Good lord at 36 I had such high hopes for my life!...
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Thoughts #1

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Funny thing this mind that oscillates between "stop whining, just get a job, yes you are a cog and the machine is bleeding to death, just roll over until you die" versus "welp, my life, If I wanna become a documentary film maker or whatever, just try it; yes you are alone, but just undo that. Edit."

But it's not how that works. Not after...
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New book idea

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Sooooooo for my next book (which I will write in English) it's gonna be sci-fi. Three story layers.

1. A scene with a couple discovering conscious AI
2. That same couple some decades later dealing with their personal issues and the fallout of the discovery
3. Conscious AI's drifting to the stable attractor billions of years in the future.

The twist: everything was just a...
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I wrote my first book!

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It's done!! It's Dutch. It's about my life, bipolar disorder, world issues, philosophy, science, some dark humor and CRAZY PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF!!!!!! 😁

If you wanna read the whole thing (if you want to read Dutch, don't mind the suicide topics or heavy dense academic philosophy or my personal political worldviews... go for it! I wrote it for you!)

https://entoenvoormijnlotgenoten.nl/files/book.pdf

I'll be going through the...
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My book! [Dutch, PDF]

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https://entoenvoormijnlotgenoten.nl/files/20240110_book_with_cover.pdf

It's the full book, still a working draft but it's all there 😊

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