TL of my past 1,5 years
- manic psychosis
- broke up during that
- panic attacks because I'd become homeless
- depressive psychosis
- lonely in the house (magically fixed that)
- my relationship was abusive
- wrote a book
- wrote an AI
- moved
- renovations of the house
- crashing job market, Twitter dies, world on fire
- lost my job, twice (yeah you can't really work like that)
- dealing with BP-1 and psychosis
- preparing legal defense against my ex
- still living on savings
- sold the house, had to discard a lot of stuff
- dealt with two psychiatric hospitalizations
- severe side effects from meds
- two suicide attempts
- several police encounters
- still managed to write a book and an AI
- substance abuse
- what the even.
- realized "I'm actually a fairly social person that was in a terrible situation"
- socially isolated
- has a draft for his next book
- read up on idealism and German philosophy
- did I mention I almost died twice?
- frequently gets responses from seasoned professionals "how are you even standing right now?!"
- my ex had undisclosed ptsd due to *redacted*
- fits all the criteria for psychological abuse for 14 years
- did I mention social isolation?
