Mom just called. The tumor that is in my gram's esophogis is cancer. They are bringing the doctor in today to see what they CAN do about it. She is too weak for them to do surgery on her...so I'm not sure what they are going to do.
My mom sounded like she was crying. I hate that. I hate hearing my mom upset or crying. She always seemed so strong. Now I'm not sure what to do. I didn't want to seem upset when I was on the phone with her. I wanted to seem strong. I'm not though. So much stuff is going on right now and adding this on to it just makes me want to break down. I knew it was going to come down to this, but at the same time, it still hurts a bit. I'll be ok though. I'm more concerned about my mom though.
This makes me feel sick...
My mom sounded like she was crying. I hate that. I hate hearing my mom upset or crying. She always seemed so strong. Now I'm not sure what to do. I didn't want to seem upset when I was on the phone with her. I wanted to seem strong. I'm not though. So much stuff is going on right now and adding this on to it just makes me want to break down. I knew it was going to come down to this, but at the same time, it still hurts a bit. I'll be ok though. I'm more concerned about my mom though.
This makes me feel sick...
i've imed you with my screen name a few times, but i'm not sure that you got it bc you have to be on away at all times - but if i'm not putting it up on sg then i'm obviously not going to post it in your journal. haha.
i wish you best of luck. *muah*
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