I remember being a teenager and knowing i just didnt fit into my family. Then after my first divorce I definitely realized I could not go back home and keep my sanity. Now Im having all those same feeling again. Spending the weekend with my parents in Mississippi. my mom works nites so its me and my dad here. We usually get along pretty good even though he is an old racist alcololic. But This weekened he is in such a pissy mood (he has been since the election)
Well I had to hear about everything from how stupid I am for wanting to use cloth diapers, naming the baby a different name, being married to someone who "basical can do nothing for me but drag me down", tryin to raise my 14yr cousin who "will never amout to anything and isnt worth the time and energy", and how i should just leave my husband and my cousin and move back home, start being a real nurse again and get a job in the hospital, and find a doctor to marry who can take care of me.
Being a week away from being 6mths pregant and tryin to stay calm without screaming, yelling or breaking down into tears isnt easy. But i kept my calm and said what i wanted to say even though I am well aware it does no good. Got him to stop screaming about my cousin not being worth the time, esp since he was sleeping in the next room. And my mom was right there just sitting there not saying anything. I'm glad im busy the rest of the month and dont have to make an excuse as to why I am not coming over for the weekend... Can i move back to California yet....
oh and I miss my husband
Well I had to hear about everything from how stupid I am for wanting to use cloth diapers, naming the baby a different name, being married to someone who "basical can do nothing for me but drag me down", tryin to raise my 14yr cousin who "will never amout to anything and isnt worth the time and energy", and how i should just leave my husband and my cousin and move back home, start being a real nurse again and get a job in the hospital, and find a doctor to marry who can take care of me.
Being a week away from being 6mths pregant and tryin to stay calm without screaming, yelling or breaking down into tears isnt easy. But i kept my calm and said what i wanted to say even though I am well aware it does no good. Got him to stop screaming about my cousin not being worth the time, esp since he was sleeping in the next room. And my mom was right there just sitting there not saying anything. I'm glad im busy the rest of the month and dont have to make an excuse as to why I am not coming over for the weekend... Can i move back to California yet....
oh and I miss my husband VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
Everything went well. thank god.
I've been feeling Olivia for quite some time now. but I think I was around 21 weeks when Jonny could feel her. and now she just won't stop. She's all over the place. But I wouldn't be happier. I love it when she's active.
Good luck lady. Dealing with my redneck family is not fun either. But it's much more fun than dealing with my conservative republican in-laws!