My track record with the opposite sex is quite spectacular. Really I am batting .000. Come on now those are stats, people. The one thing I am never going to do is blame others for it. Its not female kinds fault, its not the worlds fault, and its not some other absurd reason. Its me, plain and simple. I never go anywhere. I have no social existance. That is where it lies. If you dont go out to meet people you will not meet people. They say good places to meet people are school (graduated), work (I am the only employee), Church (I dont go), and wal-mart or places like Barnes and Noble (well isnt that just a bit creepy).
Now I did actually have interest in girls before. There were probably three girls I can really say I have been interested in. The first one was when I was at technical school. Me and this girl were really cool. We always sat next to each other. We were buddies. Of course there is the problem, I was good for being a buddy not for being a boyfriend or something. The one time I asked her out of course was horrendous cause I was all a big goober. Of course she went and told everybody and suddenly it was a big joke. Thats pretty embarassing and was not exactly something I could find humor in. Oh the thought of going someplace with me is so horrendous. Oh yeah there is a good thing for your pride. She ended up going out with some other guy In the glass. I knew the guy and as usual I just get over it and move on.
The second girl I really liked in recent times, I really dont care to talk about. It was a bad time for me and I probably an absolute fool of myself. I have talked about that one enough.
The third girl I had gone to school with and worked with. We clicked, we really did. I never ever bothered to ask her out cause I liked her so damn much I did not want to do anything to ruin our friendship. It probably would have not been a good idea for us to ever date. The crazy married couple I work claimed me and her fought like an old married couple. We werent even dating and we got into arguments all the time. Silly shit most of the time, but boy could we go at it. Hell I even did the husbandly/boyfriend thing of say something really stupid to her and ended up buying her chocolate and a card to make up for it. I BOUGHT SORRY GIFTS! It was just somebody I worked with but I liked her so much that I felt the need to go and do something to make up. We did and still to this day we are good friends. She gets married in september.
Oh man this just how it has been for me. I either start to like someone who is already with someone or I become their friend and such a good friend the thought of a relationship is null and void. My brother has women throw themselves at him and he does nothing. Argh, I wish I could have that.
Oh well yet another I am a single pathetic person entry. Come back again maybe itll be a less bitching and moaning entry.
Now I did actually have interest in girls before. There were probably three girls I can really say I have been interested in. The first one was when I was at technical school. Me and this girl were really cool. We always sat next to each other. We were buddies. Of course there is the problem, I was good for being a buddy not for being a boyfriend or something. The one time I asked her out of course was horrendous cause I was all a big goober. Of course she went and told everybody and suddenly it was a big joke. Thats pretty embarassing and was not exactly something I could find humor in. Oh the thought of going someplace with me is so horrendous. Oh yeah there is a good thing for your pride. She ended up going out with some other guy In the glass. I knew the guy and as usual I just get over it and move on.
The second girl I really liked in recent times, I really dont care to talk about. It was a bad time for me and I probably an absolute fool of myself. I have talked about that one enough.
The third girl I had gone to school with and worked with. We clicked, we really did. I never ever bothered to ask her out cause I liked her so damn much I did not want to do anything to ruin our friendship. It probably would have not been a good idea for us to ever date. The crazy married couple I work claimed me and her fought like an old married couple. We werent even dating and we got into arguments all the time. Silly shit most of the time, but boy could we go at it. Hell I even did the husbandly/boyfriend thing of say something really stupid to her and ended up buying her chocolate and a card to make up for it. I BOUGHT SORRY GIFTS! It was just somebody I worked with but I liked her so much that I felt the need to go and do something to make up. We did and still to this day we are good friends. She gets married in september.
Oh man this just how it has been for me. I either start to like someone who is already with someone or I become their friend and such a good friend the thought of a relationship is null and void. My brother has women throw themselves at him and he does nothing. Argh, I wish I could have that.
Oh well yet another I am a single pathetic person entry. Come back again maybe itll be a less bitching and moaning entry.
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