This dream took place over two nights.
Night 1:
In the dream its my first day at a new company, So i am hanging out in the cafteria. Well this really cute girl walks up too. She is clearly my age, short cropped black hair, about 5 foot 5 inch, and hispanic (not important but I want visuals. I also am very attracted to hispanic ladies). Her name is rachel. Weirder still she was told to come talk to me by her friend who in actuality was someone I knew in real life named sarah. Well me and rachel talk for as long as the lunch break allows. Well at the end she ask if I want to attend the company function that night. It was really important for her to be there and she wanted me to be there with her. I am super psyched, so I work the rest of the day. I see her right before I leave and we agree to meet up that night.
Well I go home and start getting dressed and realize I have nothing nice to wear, but instead of getting something I just mope around digging for stuff. I am just hoping to find clothes. Well its about time for the event and I just decide not to go. I dont call her or anything. I JUST DONT FUCKING GO!!! I feel I would embarass her and myself. I dont let her know this I just stand her up.
Night 2:
so the next day, I come to work and first thing I get chewed out by sarah for what I did. I try to explain myself but deep down I feel miserable and cant really defend myself. I just sit there and take the chewing out. I work till lunch. I got to the cafteria and sit at the counter and order mexican beef stew and rice. Well I sit down next to rachel hoping to talk to her. Apparently I really made her feel bad infront of the whole company. SHe had been telling everybody she was bringing somebody so then they started throwing a pity party and she hated it. She felt the whole company now just felt sorry for her. She just got up and left me sitting there without saying a word. As she walked I noticed she was crying. I just sunk in my seat and the only person who would talk to be was Elajandro the guy who worked the counter. He said he could never do what I did but he somehow could understand it. He then didnt charge me for lunch saying I paid to high a price for my own stupidity he couldnt charge me to eat.
thats the dream.it still bugs me, now three days later. I dont put stock in dreams. For most of my life they were skeleton zombie dreams. Not nightmares though cause I am not afraid of those things. This dream though resonated me with so much. I feel there is something to it, but I dont know what it is.
Night 1:
In the dream its my first day at a new company, So i am hanging out in the cafteria. Well this really cute girl walks up too. She is clearly my age, short cropped black hair, about 5 foot 5 inch, and hispanic (not important but I want visuals. I also am very attracted to hispanic ladies). Her name is rachel. Weirder still she was told to come talk to me by her friend who in actuality was someone I knew in real life named sarah. Well me and rachel talk for as long as the lunch break allows. Well at the end she ask if I want to attend the company function that night. It was really important for her to be there and she wanted me to be there with her. I am super psyched, so I work the rest of the day. I see her right before I leave and we agree to meet up that night.
Well I go home and start getting dressed and realize I have nothing nice to wear, but instead of getting something I just mope around digging for stuff. I am just hoping to find clothes. Well its about time for the event and I just decide not to go. I dont call her or anything. I JUST DONT FUCKING GO!!! I feel I would embarass her and myself. I dont let her know this I just stand her up.
Night 2:
so the next day, I come to work and first thing I get chewed out by sarah for what I did. I try to explain myself but deep down I feel miserable and cant really defend myself. I just sit there and take the chewing out. I work till lunch. I got to the cafteria and sit at the counter and order mexican beef stew and rice. Well I sit down next to rachel hoping to talk to her. Apparently I really made her feel bad infront of the whole company. SHe had been telling everybody she was bringing somebody so then they started throwing a pity party and she hated it. She felt the whole company now just felt sorry for her. She just got up and left me sitting there without saying a word. As she walked I noticed she was crying. I just sunk in my seat and the only person who would talk to be was Elajandro the guy who worked the counter. He said he could never do what I did but he somehow could understand it. He then didnt charge me for lunch saying I paid to high a price for my own stupidity he couldnt charge me to eat.
thats the dream.it still bugs me, now three days later. I dont put stock in dreams. For most of my life they were skeleton zombie dreams. Not nightmares though cause I am not afraid of those things. This dream though resonated me with so much. I feel there is something to it, but I dont know what it is.