urbanemisfit

I've been away for a while, focusing all my energies on trying to salvage my marriage. I finally conceeded after she told me that there is no chance. I was handed the papers on Sunday morning. Now I need to focus on healing and somehow, someday, getting to a level where we can be friends - not only for my daughter's sake, but the loss would be double if I never got my best friend back. I hope she can be as patient with me in that process as I have been with her. I think that it will be just as difficult, if not more, for me to try and fall out of love with her as it was for her to try and fall back in love with me. The only difference there is she gave up and I won't.