bye bye cruel world 
sky:
hmm?
anyone know where you go to return your life? my one is broken....
my mum died at xmas 
dewees:
it's going retarded. i itch all the time, the steroids helped for a week or so but scare me too much to want to take any more. and it's still spreading.
eh whatever.
eh whatever.
sometimes i feel like i'm a stranger looking in on my life like a voyeur, i can see what is going wrong with my life but i cannot reach myself. i cannot speak or shout, i have no mouth or hands to write and so i just keep on watching as i fuck up day after day after day after day...........
i fall to sleep...
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i fall to sleep...
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it's all gone a bit pete tong geezer.........
A police car and a screaming siren -
A pnuematic drill and ripped up concrete -
A baby waiting and stray dog howling -
The screech of brakes and lamplights blinking -
That’s entertainment.
A smash of glass and the rumble of boots -
An electric train and a ripped up ’phone booth -
Paint splattered walls and the cry of a tomcat -
Lights...
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A pnuematic drill and ripped up concrete -
A baby waiting and stray dog howling -
The screech of brakes and lamplights blinking -
That’s entertainment.
A smash of glass and the rumble of boots -
An electric train and a ripped up ’phone booth -
Paint splattered walls and the cry of a tomcat -
Lights...
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first ten songs off my p.c on random play:
tempted -squeeze
i'm going to stop pretending - the eels
round and round (live) - new order
bad boy boogie (live) - ac/dc
mad world - tears for fears
have you seen your mother baby - rolling stones
alive - pearl jam
mongrel - dj shadow
stop - erasure
as - stevie wonder
peace out
tempted -squeeze
i'm going to stop pretending - the eels
round and round (live) - new order
bad boy boogie (live) - ac/dc
mad world - tears for fears
have you seen your mother baby - rolling stones
alive - pearl jam
mongrel - dj shadow
stop - erasure
as - stevie wonder
peace out
if you live in the uk and have adsl, do not , repeat, do not use bulldog yet!!
they are overwhelmed and yet to provide a stable service both in connection and billing.
trust me, i know......."sigh"
other than that it's grey, cold and wet which is alright if you're an otters nose but otherwise BLUUEERGGHH!!
roll on new year, snow and springtime.....there you go,...
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they are overwhelmed and yet to provide a stable service both in connection and billing.
trust me, i know......."sigh"
other than that it's grey, cold and wet which is alright if you're an otters nose but otherwise BLUUEERGGHH!!
roll on new year, snow and springtime.....there you go,...
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hoh hoh hoh....bollocks!!
charley:
Great album!
uranusup:
pre maclaren split and pop stardom, i made the choice to follow the original antz into bow wow wow. interesting times....
so the trundle into xmas excess begins. people who never drink imbibe to the point of collapse, puke up and cause fights...... and ruin the pub for us regular combatants who just want to forget that xmas exists..
i hate the commercialism, the big sell and the over the top way people are told that THEY WILL ENJOY XMAS....
i don't want to enjoy it....
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i hate the commercialism, the big sell and the over the top way people are told that THEY WILL ENJOY XMAS....
i don't want to enjoy it....
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arden:
This year has been blah but I can't let it stop me from looking forward and up on a new year
uranusup:
that is the right frame of mind to be in and i hope that next year is better for you, me and everyone. hope is a good thing (i hope!)
there will be bad days and it will feel like they are in the majority...they are'nt, it just feels that way sometimes.
always try to remember that those who have gone would not want you to wallow in the single dark moment but to bask in the light of those wonderful memories you had shared.
use them, enjoy them, cherish them.
it does get better
there will be bad days and it will feel like they are in the majority...they are'nt, it just feels that way sometimes.
always try to remember that those who have gone would not want you to wallow in the single dark moment but to bask in the light of those wonderful memories you had shared.
use them, enjoy them, cherish them.
it does get better