This may sound fucked up but in the passed 7 years when people have passed away, that I knew .. I feel numb.. no tears or stong emotions... Life for me just carries on and I do care and am all like "fuck I wont be able to see them anymore" but nothing hard... Have I just gotten used to it, have I become souless? Idk whatever fuck this bitching I just had to put it on text form.
surreal______:
No, but you've become calloused thanks to the military. It happens. Doesn't mean you're a bad person.