Tuesday May 20, 2008

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Feeling like my life has become increasingly purposeless,

Every day I take care of myself. I do good things. I make things. I care deeply about everything and everybody.

Why do I always get shit on?

I feel invisible/unimportant. Feel lost. I am losing hope. Passion is dwindling.

I am asking myself what is of value? Nothing; except maybe my cat.

I so desire something to look forward to; someone to look up to; someone to take care of; someone to take care of me.

I know, cry me a river.

whatever

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sweetberry:
i know all too well this feeling. i dont have any answers except to tell you you aren't alone and hang in there. my only advice is to make yourself the person you take care of and everything that northsider said.
lostlucy:
And everything they said. And don't stop trying to meet caring decent people, while dispensing with fucktards. Come to Debonair Tuesday 5/27 to see Sweetberry's band and go sing at the Karaoke event this weekend (not sure if I can make it) and sleep and drink water.

Even in my worst, painful moments to date, there is always a friend, a song, a moment that makes things bearable, if not better. surreal smile

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