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a beautiful weekend of doing absolutly nothing. I have not had one of those in a while. I watched three movies, played with son, read a book, ordered in, ate in bed, had lavish daydreams, had a lot of sex with myself, took a lot of bublbe bath, played with my dog, surfed the net....it was GRAND

No work, no stress....no mess....

I am cooking a turkey today...going to clean and then get back into bed and rest.

I have never had a hard time making decisions in my life and these past few months I cant make one.

I dont want to live here anymore...I dont want my job, but I cant seem to figure out where to go....or what to do

I want to figure it out before the end of the school year so I can move...and he will have the whole summer to get used to his new place.


It does not help that I am havign a hard time saving money...that should change now that I am staying in. I have to keep my eye on the prize