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Yeah, just kinda happened. Oh well, what you gonna do? Anyway, glad to hear things are going well for you. Employee of the month and a birthday. Hot damn! Have a great weekend. Let's see some pics of that new hair.

don't i know about being busy! hope you're well....

i know this is the SG equivalent of a mass xmas card letter
but at least it has hot chicks to go with its sentiment!

sorry for the cookie cutterness but i'll get back for real later...like when my mom isn't here and i don't have to work tomorrow early...

hope you unwrap sweet delights this holdiay season...

and start the new year off with a playful, colorful bang...

or at least a pop...

but whatever you do don't shoot your eye out!

happy holidays and lots of love!

Congradulations on the new job!
Also how much time do you have for a new dog, b/c that would effect what breeds I'd recomend.

It's cool that you like your new job. I'm very happy for you!

grats on sobriety. it's tough, I find it's even tougher to be sober with kids. I have two girls, and frankly Lately I'm more tempted than ever.

by drink and what-not.

getting outside is good, so is building new circles of non-addictive friends.

but mostly, it's remembering why you dont drink that gives me the most success.

that and rolling around on the floor with the girls and the dog.


ont the last item, I'd say you just did.

But I would love to stay home and paint all day, do yoga, make love to someone, and someties play outdoors

I second that!!! And I say just do the research grant. Who knows when you'll have another chance in life to take this extra time for yourself. Life is too fucken short not to enjoy it. Oh, and by the way, I thought it was funny as hell that you wrote "... masturbated and went to bed. Friday, I went to the Finger Lakes".... hahaha I'm a sick twist, but weren't those two similar activities?

She asked me a question and I gave her a very sarcastic reply via email. Basically I told her to bite me.

On the upside at least he's not still your husband. I'm sorry I know that's not very helpful, but I'm not much good at these things. Take care, sorry people suck.

thanks, i'm pleased

Thanks for the comment. I like the sugar parent who travels idea.

At the end of next week I'm heading to Montreal for fun. Life isn't all bad.

Misery (Stephen King novel and movie starring James Caan and Kathy Bates) is about a nurse who kidnaps a famous author ( her favourite) after he has a car crash...she nurses him better.....until he is fit enough to try and leave

Well done!!!! - and btw, you would only have been a bitch because you thought you were depriving yourself of something good....think about it. Once you realise that smoking is not something "good and beneficial" that you are depriving yourself of, life will become soooooo much easier.

I would suggest Nicotine patches (day time use only else suffer wicked dreams) and a book called Allen Carrs easy way to stop smoking (lots of info about how smokers have been brainwashed etc by quit agencies and tobacco lobby)

Hope I dont sound like a preaching ex smoker I'm not due to transform into that for another 7 weeks haha.

If you cave and have a smoke - don't beat yourself up - Do take note of what is and has been happening to your body though....will be very helpful in your quest to stop.

Do you use GPS for the geocaching?

no ebay. Any reputable coin dealer will buy them from you fair. Or even some banks. Gold's up there, like $7-800 an ounce. A very wise investment.

Sounds like a fun day. Although, I hope you don't mess your son up by letting him see you nekkid

can't say that i doo... goodluck,thanks for b-day wishes...

no, but it sounds sweet. I used to a ton of backwoods navigation in my youth. Before GPS even. Just a compass, topo map and a mark-1 eyeball.
If you find any boxes full of money up there, I lost it a few years ago ; )

best of luck with the nursing thing...i hope it works out.
are you going to have to work your way through? i've heard nursing school is tough. good luck

hope your little guy has a great birthday tomorrow...birthday wishes to him

thanks for the good vibes. they are much appreciated

sometimes being honest with oneself can be good. but I've spent so much time hiding who I am from everyone around me (at least parts of who I am), its tough for me to be open even with myself!

plus, since I live in my head as much as I do in the outside world, I have an idea of what its like inside of me.....and its full of so much energy and everything that letting things out can get, well, interesting, to say the least.

but hopefully this stuff helps....if nothing else, moving on regarding my uncle's death!

as for nursing school, I'm pretty sure your experience working in Mental Health will be a benefit as well!

and sumer birthdays can bite....nothing like not having your friends around to celebrate to make it a downer! but hopefully your son had some fun on his special day!

he is a very handsome young man.....best get back to work sweetie, no mon no fun.

i had to make a choice to leave a job tha ti loved but wasnt getting paid well to get one that is OK but makes me the money to support the ones i love...it was tough

funny you should ask that, because it's been life changing major decisions that have kept me offline and from talking to you these past few months...

but now i'm free. i can explore my options, get a job in another state that will hopefully lead to a good grad school, and i can love women now without feeling bad or guilty. before i was too scared to do these things because i was afraid of losing him. but now i see he wasn't worth having for the way he treated me. and i can love myself well and i don't have some guy and his judgements making me question whether he's right about me being bad or i'm right about me being good. i am good. he was just too selfish and immature to get it and thought i had to be something i wasn't to be good enough.

i hope that this summer is turning out to be everything you'd hope it would be! warm wishes and big hugs to you and your little guy