I was in the exact same spot you are in now about 5 months ago, my man. Exact. Same feelings. You're in a world of hurt for a long time. I'm still feeling shit from it. It's a hell of a fallout. But there's light at the end of the tunnel. I know what you mean about the idea of having a wife. I know what you mean about never loving again. I know what you mean when you talk about suicide.
If you EVER need to talk about this shit, I am absolutely here. Don't even hesitate.
If you EVER need to talk about this shit, I am absolutely here. Don't even hesitate.
It happens to everyone...I'm not shitting you.
Hang in there, it does get better.
For now...let it all out, get together with some friends and drink up.