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[Edited on Nov 04, 2004 8:18PM]

thank you sweetie. i appreciate your tender side that you often show for people. take care of yourself and good luck figuring everything out.

awwww...how sad. Well i hope all works out and things start to brighten up for you. Can't wait for the set...you'll definatley be on my favorites!

Happy Halloween Weekend doll face!

Yay new 69 eyes album is out.....I it.

You've obviously never read this member's blog.

Seriously, mine are always that long. I never have much exciting stuff to report on so I save it up until it's worthwhile to print. I'll usually only update once every week to week-and-a-half.

Okay I think I'm familiar with the first two, but luthery? That's a new one for me.

you're a smarty pants because you're so dedicated to your education. But i guess that's a positive thing. I was just tryin to stir up some trouble. actually i eat more than 3 times a day... i eat and then im hungry right after that. oh well, what-eva.

ok,, i gotta head home now. :many huggs in return:



p.s. the form is in the mail.

yahoo?

well my msn dont work
just messaged ya

[Edited on Oct 11, 2004 9:11PM]

just wow... that's all I have to say/

oh my god those cookies soung yummie
hey i think i can smell them here in wisconsin

hope you and your hun are very happy,relationships are work and also demand patience and time,i know

also alot of communication is key always talk about
everything you are feeling

take care

thank you for the sweet words,you are very kind

hope all goes good for the 2 of you,stay true,stay seet

Congrats on the good results. I get really depressed if I don't get 90% or better.

your gonnna be in Yukon...Oklahoma???
ill talk to ya later...

[Edited on Oct 01, 2004 12:45AM]

have a great day today sweetie!

My philosophy? i guess i am the over thinker i have been diagnosed i went through a rough stage but being a compete depression all through my childhood up until college i was used to feeling like that until something good happens in my world it doesnt have to be spectacular just something to make me feel human it can be a simple gesture aslong as it means something. I live now to be the musician i make myself out to be it keeps me alive you might say and i have no need to kill myself because i don't want to leave this world without making my point. I long for humanity too mainly a girlfriend i actually like and who likes me and doesn't just want to fuck me which has usually been the case up until now. People do stupid things when depressed in my case it was drugs and running away from my problems and i ended up in Chicago with practically no friends and my natural instinct of survival as my only life line. Suicide is a low, it is something you can't justify even if you are in a hole ut there are different cases it just saddens me to think some do this for no real reason at all. Its all about a strong mentality those who suffer should have this or they are as good as dead if not literally.

how r u doin today kiddo??

Your hair is too pretty to die I know that everyone telling you *oh i'll be there for you* blah blah blah prolly doesnt help. Here's a story, I'll try to make it as short as possible: I'm 18 yrs old, I was and still am in love with my Husband (who i am not with), and I am carrying his unborn daughter. I have been seeing my ex for the past week and we've been fucking and whatnot. And he got to feel her kick and he tells me he loves me and blah blah blah. About 2 weeks ago we were doing the same thing we are now. And he hurt me. And I took 7 hydrocodones in attempts to commit suicide. The next night I took 5. The next day I went in for my ultrasound and I saw my daughter's little heart beating away. And even tho he says he loves me...I know he doesnt. and it hurts very very much. But I found something to live for...I dont ever wanna make that little heartbeat go away. My advice: Find something precious to live for....something that will never let you down. Go buy a duck! Seriously though....I know that my daughter depends on me to take care of her and make sure she's safe......So I cant fuck shit up for her. I wish you the best....

hey come on, write me, mail me or anything..
i just update your journal every 5 minutes to see, if there is something new about you...

read your journals comments : there are so many people carring about you!


youre such a nice, cute, intelligent funny girl. dont make a needless misstake because of such a dumb guy!!!
you will find a better one who admires you!
i know, nobody can instruct you anything. if you really want to do it, you do it anyway, whatever we say.
but PLEASE really thing about it. you will see, its not worth it. i know you are strong enough to stand it!

all my love for you!!!

yeah...i had to take a pic of that drum. three cheers for sweet revenge!!

your employment contract is in the works right now. we'll contact you promptly upon completion. we're really looking forward to you joining our team. LOL

gOttA eAt nOw...

what a night!

tell u what. sounds pretty much like you are a good friend to have........

.....fuck, i should move to canada!
(to my half german cousine)

take care