Hi to all of you, little citizens of SGcity !
I look like a skinhead lol Its gross. I even got courted by one today at school. He was like : hey you saw that fucking nigger ? ! and yalking on about immigration and yadda yadda yadda... I told him to fuck off. I really needed to shave my mohawk..my hair was getting weird from all that agar agar... I mean really weird ! I'll get around to posting some pics when I stop being scared in the mirror ! LOL Dont get me wrong. Its really pretty on me ... I just keep looking for that mohawk.. and I cant find it so I freak out lol.
So I went to get some fresh bamboo the other day in the woods by my house ( yes bamboo grows here ! ) and I've sterilized them and shit and now they're hanging to dry. I'm going to make myself 00ga plugs with them ! I cant wait. Organic plugs I made myself. I really am not a big fan of metal straigth tunnels ! So I'm slowly going to go organic a 100%. If anyone knows someone who makes organic jewellery... I'd just love to get in touch with them !
So anyways the cookies I made yesterday were soooo yummy
Hahaha I'm such a piggy. I hate 24 chocolate chip and almond cookie sandwiches ( stuffed with iced soya dessert chocolate flavor ). But I didnt devour them. i ate them one at a time with much serenity and all. I dont like pigging out. I want to respect and be thankfull for the food I have. Not just eat it. you should see me prepare meal. Its like a religious ceremony !
Since I think we have absolutely no place in the profile section for music, I decided once and for all to list all the music I listen to.. so gather round and I shall tell you a musical advendture
69 eyes.
Amon Amarth.
Anglique Ionatos.
Anonymus.
Aphasia.
Apoptygma Berserk.
Arch enemy.
As eye bleed.
Assemblage 23.
At the gates.
Atreyu.
Behemoth.
Bekhira.
Brurier Noir.
Black taboo.
Blinded by faith.
Blmchen.
Blutengel.
Blutengel.
Camarosmith
Castlevania.
Celtic Frost.
Centinex.
Clair voyant.
Clan of Xymox.
Danzig.
Dark Funeral.
Dayglo abortions.
Deaddogmatics.
Deadstar assembly.
Diabolic.
Dimmu Borgir.
Discharge.
Dornenreich.
Exploited.
Finntroll.
Fraction Hexagone.
From autum to ashes.
Funker Vogt.
Glykeria.
Goatwhore.
Grendel.
Gwar.
His infernal majesty.
Iced earth.
In extremo.
Indochine.
Kontigent 88.
Kristallnacht.
Lacrimosa.
Lamb of god.
L'ame imortelle.
Ludwig von 88.
Malicorne.
Manowar.
Marillion.
Megaherz.
Melotron.
Mental hippie blood.
Minibosses.
Misanthrope.
Morannon.
Morbid Angel.
Nargaroth.
Neuraxis.
Oomph!.
Orchid.
Panzerjager.
Patrick Fitzgerald.
Placebo.
Pleymo.
Porcupine Tree.
Rachmaninoff.
Rotting Christ.
Sarcofago.
Seigneur Voland.
Siebenburgen.
Soilwork.
Subway to sally.
Super furry animals.
Switchblade symphony.
SYL.
Tanzwut.
Tesla.
The addicts.
The birthday massacre.
The faint.
The Orb.
The pixies.
The plasmatics.
The sleepers.
Therion.
Total Chaos.
Totenmond.
TSOL.
UK subs.
Unheilig.
Vader.
Varukers.
Vast.
Velvet acid christ
Voivod.
Wolfsheim.
Wumpscut.
Zupfgeigeinhansel.
Zyklon.
ok so thats all the bands I can think of right now
Oh ! I can't wait ! There's only 49 days left until my sweetie
JohnRitchie arrives ! And the best part is my friend agreed to let him crash his small hellhole for as long as he wishes ! So he'll be right close to my place ( 10 minutes away on foot ! ). Honestly I cant wait to see him for the first time. I cant wait to experience that euphoric moment where time stops and eyes meet. To hold him in my arms and hug him. Touch him, just to be close to him.... awwww. Did I say I'm really looking forward to this ? LOL I love you so much
i'm melting ! someone go get a bucket ! LOL
I havent posted a poem since a couple of entries so heres a new one.
---------------------- l'aide----------------
this poem is what I feel like pretty much each day...
Lorsque un flot d'motions dmesur se dverse en moi
Tel un cours d'eau gonfl par un orage incessant
N'arrivant plus canaliser son coulement sans dgts
Je me sens comme envahie par un bouillonnement
Comme perdue dans une impasse d'o rien ne sortira.
Sans marge de manoeuvre possible au sein de ce cours d'eau
Devenu torrent, je me sens inexorablement emporte
Sans possibilit de me rattacher aux berges, je suis KO.
Ce fleuve aux moultes tumultes m'entraine vers une mer dmonte
Mon esprit se dcompose au gre des lames, pour finir en lambeaux.
Seul la barre d'un vieux raffiot en proie aux dferlements
Ininterrompus de paquets de mer aussi rageurs que dvastateurs
J'essaie tant bien que mal de garder le cap, de rsister aux lments
Et de croire utopiquement que bientt viendra l'heure
D'une mer d'huile, propice au repos et l'apaisement.
Les mots que m'adresse mon entourage se fondent en cho
Et rsonnent dans ma tte, s'entrechoquant avant mme qu'ils n'aient p
Etre dcrypts par un cerveau en destruction, proche du chaos
La perdition est proche, le vaisseau dsempar ne rpond plus
Et tournoie dans un syphon dpressionnaire qui l'emporte au fond des eaux.
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And thanks to all of you who thought I looked like Wendy O ! I didnt know who she was at first ( I'm more familiar with the french, german and canadian punk mouvement than the american one) But I've read about her since, watched videos and hear the music (I've been listening to that cd all day ) and damm.. Thats a mighty fine compliment you guys made me !
hugs to all of you
oh and heck ! I'm throwing in kisses too !
take care !
I look like a skinhead lol Its gross. I even got courted by one today at school. He was like : hey you saw that fucking nigger ? ! and yalking on about immigration and yadda yadda yadda... I told him to fuck off. I really needed to shave my mohawk..my hair was getting weird from all that agar agar... I mean really weird ! I'll get around to posting some pics when I stop being scared in the mirror ! LOL Dont get me wrong. Its really pretty on me ... I just keep looking for that mohawk.. and I cant find it so I freak out lol.
So I went to get some fresh bamboo the other day in the woods by my house ( yes bamboo grows here ! ) and I've sterilized them and shit and now they're hanging to dry. I'm going to make myself 00ga plugs with them ! I cant wait. Organic plugs I made myself. I really am not a big fan of metal straigth tunnels ! So I'm slowly going to go organic a 100%. If anyone knows someone who makes organic jewellery... I'd just love to get in touch with them !
So anyways the cookies I made yesterday were soooo yummy
Hahaha I'm such a piggy. I hate 24 chocolate chip and almond cookie sandwiches ( stuffed with iced soya dessert chocolate flavor ). But I didnt devour them. i ate them one at a time with much serenity and all. I dont like pigging out. I want to respect and be thankfull for the food I have. Not just eat it. you should see me prepare meal. Its like a religious ceremony !
Since I think we have absolutely no place in the profile section for music, I decided once and for all to list all the music I listen to.. so gather round and I shall tell you a musical advendture
69 eyes.
Amon Amarth.
Anglique Ionatos.
Anonymus.
Aphasia.
Apoptygma Berserk.
Arch enemy.
As eye bleed.
Assemblage 23.
At the gates.
Atreyu.
Behemoth.
Bekhira.
Brurier Noir.
Black taboo.
Blinded by faith.
Blmchen.
Blutengel.
Blutengel.
Camarosmith
Castlevania.
Celtic Frost.
Centinex.
Clair voyant.
Clan of Xymox.
Danzig.
Dark Funeral.
Dayglo abortions.
Deaddogmatics.
Deadstar assembly.
Diabolic.
Dimmu Borgir.
Discharge.
Dornenreich.
Exploited.
Finntroll.
Fraction Hexagone.
From autum to ashes.
Funker Vogt.
Glykeria.
Goatwhore.
Grendel.
Gwar.
His infernal majesty.
Iced earth.
In extremo.
Indochine.
Kontigent 88.
Kristallnacht.
Lacrimosa.
Lamb of god.
L'ame imortelle.
Ludwig von 88.
Malicorne.
Manowar.
Marillion.
Megaherz.
Melotron.
Mental hippie blood.
Minibosses.
Misanthrope.
Morannon.
Morbid Angel.
Nargaroth.
Neuraxis.
Oomph!.
Orchid.
Panzerjager.
Patrick Fitzgerald.
Placebo.
Pleymo.
Porcupine Tree.
Rachmaninoff.
Rotting Christ.
Sarcofago.
Seigneur Voland.
Siebenburgen.
Soilwork.
Subway to sally.
Super furry animals.
Switchblade symphony.
SYL.
Tanzwut.
Tesla.
The addicts.
The birthday massacre.
The faint.
The Orb.
The pixies.
The plasmatics.
The sleepers.
Therion.
Total Chaos.
Totenmond.
TSOL.
UK subs.
Unheilig.
Vader.
Varukers.
Vast.
Velvet acid christ
Voivod.
Wolfsheim.
Wumpscut.
Zupfgeigeinhansel.
Zyklon.
ok so thats all the bands I can think of right now
Oh ! I can't wait ! There's only 49 days left until my sweetie
JohnRitchie arrives ! And the best part is my friend agreed to let him crash his small hellhole for as long as he wishes ! So he'll be right close to my place ( 10 minutes away on foot ! ). Honestly I cant wait to see him for the first time. I cant wait to experience that euphoric moment where time stops and eyes meet. To hold him in my arms and hug him. Touch him, just to be close to him.... awwww. Did I say I'm really looking forward to this ? LOL I love you so much
i'm melting ! someone go get a bucket ! LOL
I havent posted a poem since a couple of entries so heres a new one.
---------------------- l'aide----------------
this poem is what I feel like pretty much each day...
Lorsque un flot d'motions dmesur se dverse en moi
Tel un cours d'eau gonfl par un orage incessant
N'arrivant plus canaliser son coulement sans dgts
Je me sens comme envahie par un bouillonnement
Comme perdue dans une impasse d'o rien ne sortira.
Sans marge de manoeuvre possible au sein de ce cours d'eau
Devenu torrent, je me sens inexorablement emporte
Sans possibilit de me rattacher aux berges, je suis KO.
Ce fleuve aux moultes tumultes m'entraine vers une mer dmonte
Mon esprit se dcompose au gre des lames, pour finir en lambeaux.
Seul la barre d'un vieux raffiot en proie aux dferlements
Ininterrompus de paquets de mer aussi rageurs que dvastateurs
J'essaie tant bien que mal de garder le cap, de rsister aux lments
Et de croire utopiquement que bientt viendra l'heure
D'une mer d'huile, propice au repos et l'apaisement.
Les mots que m'adresse mon entourage se fondent en cho
Et rsonnent dans ma tte, s'entrechoquant avant mme qu'ils n'aient p
Etre dcrypts par un cerveau en destruction, proche du chaos
La perdition est proche, le vaisseau dsempar ne rpond plus
Et tournoie dans un syphon dpressionnaire qui l'emporte au fond des eaux.
-----------------------------------------------
And thanks to all of you who thought I looked like Wendy O ! I didnt know who she was at first ( I'm more familiar with the french, german and canadian punk mouvement than the american one) But I've read about her since, watched videos and hear the music (I've been listening to that cd all day ) and damm.. Thats a mighty fine compliment you guys made me !
hugs to all of you
oh and heck ! I'm throwing in kisses too !
take care !
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lain:
nope. i just read your post and couldnt reply.
lain:
yup.