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Oh my ! you are reading my entry ! LOL

So today was my first day back to school ! It rocked ! My teachers are serious and good ones and my classmates all suck except for a couple so its quite cool ! Plus I have friends in each of my courses so I wont have to do the labs alone ! There's like 50% more punks and freaks in my school this year so I'll even make new friends. That rules the world. I love meeting people ! So I'm here getting kick ass grades ( yes we actually had tests today ) and I'm so happy. Even if I have a huge load of homework. I get it done fast and right. I'm so happy I'm back to school. I like summer, but I missed beating up thoses bitches LOL. And get this, a new hawked guy actually pinched my butt. I was like fuck you and we started to hit each other. I finnally left him with a bleeding lip. No one , NO ONE ever touches me without my consent.

So I've come home after my schooling. I walked back ( it takes me around 30 minutes ). It was lovely. The sky was orangy pink with yellow burgandy stripes... it was awesome! I was smiling the whole way listening to my fav arch enemy cd. Ahhh that band rules . I even saw a bunny cross the street... and a little kid runny after him calling his name ! that was priceless !

And then I eat a bit. did my shitload of homework... and then I started to talk to JOHNRITCHIE.. that was at 7h... its now 10;15 here LOL... he's the sweetest thing... and oh my god hes actually coming ! Yes yes ! on October 14. I will have the immense pleasure of holding him in my arms... and hopefully never letting go ! I must say to you, oh little people of SGland, that I am really fallin for him... I mean.. gosh... how could I not.. we have so much in common... I wont even think of making a list out of it.. Id never go to bed ! So I'm going to spend all my evenings and weekends and friday afternoons with him. I cant beleive he will be here ! and the best thing is, my friend agreed to share his appartment with him... ! I'm like totally psyched ! Missy, you should really consider starting to be a wedding planner or something ! So many people are meeting their better half on here ! JOHNRITCHIE..... I can honestly say... I love you.. I know what it means for you.. and ...I'm being 100% honest.

here's once again.. a poem for all you frenchies


----------------- L'amour ------------------
please note this is a poem I wrote for my first boyfriend ( 5 years ) that committed suicide

Tu es entre dans mon coeur, si interdit pourtant,
Moi qui ne connaissais que de sombres sentiments,
Parler d'amour un jour, je n'y songeais mme pas,
Mais me voil ici, pour tout te dire, mon ange du dsarroi...
Tu rves et je rve, toutes les nuits nous rvont,
Jusqu' la fin de temps, nous vivrons cette illusion,
Toi la lune, moi la nuit, nous sommes le plus beau ciel,
Et de la-haut plus personne ne m'atteint, ne m'harcle...
Toi la lune, moi la nuit, dans l'intense voie lacte,
Toi la lune et moi la nuit, des annes lumires,
L'amour est ce vraiment cela? L'ai-je vraiment mrit?
Je ne sais pas, j'ignore tout, dis-moi comment faire!
Un si beau sentiment, dans un coeur malheureux,
De devoir partir si vite, loin du coeur et des yeux...
Toi la lune, moi la nuit, je nous regarderais chaque fois,
Tous les soirs, du monde, de l'univers nous seront rois.
Parler d'amour, c'est tellement simple, c'est si facile,
Malgr que tout ne tienne souvent qu' un simple fil.
Moi j'y crois, j'en rve souvent, et je ne l'oublierais pas,
Tu seras dans mon coeur aussi longtemps que tu le voudras.
Est-ce un rve veill? La chute serait si dure pour nous,
La lune me sourit, comme pour protger cet amour fou,
Elle nous entoure, et je baigne dans des millions d'toiles,
Je danse avec elle, l'image se dessine doucement sur la toile.
De l'amiti, je ne sais pas, c'est bien au dessus,
Un rve qu'on voudrais vivre avec "il sera", "il est", "il ft"...
Pas besoin de paroles, le silence des coeurs a sa place,
Eux seuls savent couter, ils ont briss nos glaces.
Toi la lune et moi la nuit,
Pour vivre ensemble a l'infini...
Un tel sentiment, il fallait m'avertir, moi qui pensais toujours au pire!
Pensant que le malheur tait la seule chose qu'on me laissait crire...
Je me trompais, je suis triste car je t'aime, parce que je pars trop loin,
Mais je poursuivrais, et ensemble nous continuerons notre chemin,
Un si beau chemin, d'un bleu de nuit royal, et d'un blanc si lunaire,
Saches que de nous deux, c'est la chose dont je suis le plus fiere