unratedpupet

I hate how I have always made my best effort to be the best friend to everyone I know, but none of my so-called friends are there or me when I need them. I know its 1:30 AM right now, but the truth is, there is only one person I attempted to contact. Why only one person? Because I know that there is nothing to gain from trying anyone else. And it is really a shame that that I know that. I do know that, and it might be why I am taking it so easily right now. I know tomorrow she will call me, I told her I need a friend. She is one. But I also know that I will tell her that everything is okay. Maybe that is my downfall.