unknowntrigram

So...

If you've been reading you recently were introduced to the madness that was my relationship.

well.

so i filed a restraining order..

not even 8 hours later?

i get a text.

she?

sadly...

is probably going to be going to jail tomorrow.

Oh man... what a title... lets dive in.

6 months ago I met this girl...

Yesterday I told her it was done.

Tomorrow I will go to her house (with an escort) to pick up relationship detritus that accumulates as one hangs out over time...

I told her in a fight once... its hard to attempt to build something with someone who is more interested...
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THEN STAY TUNED!!!

awe obvious clickbait is obvious....

no seriously though

wait...

just wait...

tomorrow i'll have a entry for yall.

or

coversly

i might have been murdered in a fit of passion.

god i wish that were a joke.

dear diary.

the woman who i trained to be able to defend herself against a 6'3" 200 lb rapist attacker.... might... might... might... yeah

so......
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Well... Seems like for the 2nd time in a row I have gotten it right? No issues this time, but the bruse from two weeks ago still is tender... not bad, but tender.

This whole injecting hormones thing is really fascinating.

The changes are slow.

So very very slow.

But suddenly... wow.

Shit keeps sneaking up on me.

The... the shear magnitude of scope... its...
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Well... here we are... ninth injection of testosterone.

My overall impressions so far as of two months of treatment:

Testosterone is super super super super super powerful....

Testosterone is less powerful than you might expect...

The feeling of testosterone?

A guttural growl in the dark threatening....

A sense of wanting to destroy the world on the tip of your cock...

When I push T... I...
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Had someone who was "living off the grid" communicate with me over the... internet? from their house?

Then when I pointed out that the "internet" was a "grid system" of public utility... they decided that they would block me rather than admit they are not actually off the grid...

People are weird.

So very weird.

I get accused of being a no education fox tv...
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Hit a vein while giving myself the testosterone shot i'm pretty sure by the amount of blood that came out when i removed the needle...

Anywho...

Heres hoping I dont die.

Soooooo... @belladonna requested that i share pics of my body during this journey.

I had not realized myself how buff I've been getting recently, and seeing pics has helped make it more real.

Thanks @belladonna for both the reminder to post, but also for her constant insperation.

Am I supposed to feel both super super super hot and freezing cold at the same time at 70 degrees farenheight? I don't think so. I'm not sick... just... Unhg.

My slight soreness from the gym also seemed to be aplified.

I need this to calm down.