I have been following a 400-500 year old conditioning technique created by shaolin monks....
the idea is to condition a fingertip until you can use it like a fist... taking 3"-4" of surface area (fist) and concentrating it down to a quarter inch.... increasing the force delivery by a huge amount....
easier to show....
my left index. this finger has no conditioning....
this finger has
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Sooooooo.... a few of you know this, but not many...
I've been a part of the Fortnite community for a very very long time....
I applied for the alpha around a year before it was released, and was invited to OT1.
I joined the Official Fortnite discord, and after being in the community for over a year I was asked to apply to become a...
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The past few days have been insane... and i wanted to touch base.
I plan on moving to Corpus Christi Texas on 2/8 or 2/9 depending on when I can get my ducks in a row.
I called my grandmother and I had the best moment of my life. I came out to her, and she congratulated me on finding my true self, and then...
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my join date is in 03.
ive seen this site twards its beginnings
and i saw it again this morning.
i transitioned 1/25/23, and begain the process of coming out....
so i joined a live of a hopeful i was friendly with
we'd always had good conversastions
hung out together and kicked it
so i tell them it was my birthday and they're super happy...
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Where do I even try to start to unpack and share...
Dear loyal readers. Thank you. Thank you for your support and quiet encouragement to live life out loud.
Thank you for helping me to understand.
Thank you for your well wishes.
My step-father and i have never really worked.... ever.
he loved his daughters, his daughers hated me and used to tagteam accusations and...
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Might be quarter face blind.
My mind?
Like similes metaphorically stewing in the test tube. Words dropped with care one by one into the mix until...
The yearning to express pressing forth... a yearning for open fire hydrants in oppressive concrete oven in a dream to sleep.
Desire and fear of the same....
Yearning and loss.
My mind?
No. Its fine.
A new mantra.
Thanks,...
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3-4 months of talking seriously with a potential long term partner?
oh?
she lied about her core identity to try to attract you?
oh?
yeaaaaah *blocks*
I want to apologize to anyone who may have offended in any way by my last blog post...
That being said....
If you take offence to the idea of being able to at will just.... bliss out into a phenomenal orgasm with no mess....
I honestly dont care if you were offended, and I hope that you look at the offence closely and question why...
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I have no words.
I
I
Me thinkst i leveled up?
Somehow something... clicked in my brain, and my body awareness and i explored the spine.
insperation due to @belladonna and her belly dancing practice live.
if only knew houw hard it is for me to keep a word a screen... and not eat.
so....
*deep inward breath as mind returns* ...
so i think?...
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