Had a painful conversation with a former lover (as of last night)...
They essentially said they had a hard time making and keeping friends.
I told 'em that they were trying to drive me away (one of their few).
They said they were not.
They didn't want a relationship... they just wanted to be friends.
I told them friendship WAS a relationship, and they countered they they just cant have sex with me...
Yeah...
Why would I want to go from lover to part time emotional support human?
Why do they feel they can throw away what we have, and I'll just stick around for more bullshit?
I'm so tired of people.
So very tired.