Forgive the long entry. You are dealing w/ !tan.
I have not been feeling well lately. Kinda depressed like. I dunno. I have had interactions w/ friends and stuff, but I just feel lonely for some reason. I hate this feeling. Yeah, I know it will get better, and I'll be ok. Don't worry about me.
Anyway
Worked in the bakery department today. Had a rough time. I had been asking my bosses about getting a "nighttime retail supervisor" because we did not have one for a long time. So finally they got around to asking Jenny, someone who had worked in the bakery for a long time and who had done the job, to be it. She accepted. Well recently she decided that she did no longer want to be it. My bosses had told me before she got the job that they did not think that " had the experiance" to do the job. So I was cool with that. No big deal. Anyway. I just found out today that Joanna just got the job. She has only been working in the bakery for a few months now, and still does not know how to do everything. Uumm... so >I< don't have enough experiance? *sigh* It is not so much that she got the job, it is that my bosses blew me off, and then DID NOT TELL ME that she got it. I had to find out from her in casual conversation. I have not been feeling appreciated in the bakery at all, and this just reinfoces that shit. God I wish seafood had an opening. Everyone over there is happy to have me when I work. Dave in seafood acually came over today and asked if I were working in seafood tomarrow because he wanted me there. It sucks that I have to leave my department to get any sort of recognition for a job well done at all. Oh well.
!tan out.
I have not been feeling well lately. Kinda depressed like. I dunno. I have had interactions w/ friends and stuff, but I just feel lonely for some reason. I hate this feeling. Yeah, I know it will get better, and I'll be ok. Don't worry about me.
Anyway
Worked in the bakery department today. Had a rough time. I had been asking my bosses about getting a "nighttime retail supervisor" because we did not have one for a long time. So finally they got around to asking Jenny, someone who had worked in the bakery for a long time and who had done the job, to be it. She accepted. Well recently she decided that she did no longer want to be it. My bosses had told me before she got the job that they did not think that " had the experiance" to do the job. So I was cool with that. No big deal. Anyway. I just found out today that Joanna just got the job. She has only been working in the bakery for a few months now, and still does not know how to do everything. Uumm... so >I< don't have enough experiance? *sigh* It is not so much that she got the job, it is that my bosses blew me off, and then DID NOT TELL ME that she got it. I had to find out from her in casual conversation. I have not been feeling appreciated in the bakery at all, and this just reinfoces that shit. God I wish seafood had an opening. Everyone over there is happy to have me when I work. Dave in seafood acually came over today and asked if I were working in seafood tomarrow because he wanted me there. It sucks that I have to leave my department to get any sort of recognition for a job well done at all. Oh well.
!tan out.
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mistereel:
heh i didnt need to invite them up. ill tell you why some other time heh heh
blame:
A lot of times situations happen at work where you do a kick ass job but don't get the respect. I had a similar situation happen a few years ago. I've found that you have to switch jobs/departments to get the respect and salary you deserve if things aren't going your way. Hang in there!