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Ok, I think I choose to make myself miserable. I dunno, As it goes, I lost someone very close to me about a week and a half ago. And I know that we should all move on with death but the pain still remains. And I also have noone to share my pain with. This is why I am miserable. I wish someone could accept me for me and not that I am brad fucking pitt or whomever the flavor of the week is. I hate this to be so long but I feel the need to vent my anger to everyone. Anyway, I am fucking angry, miserable, hurt and I have a broken heart. I need drugs to take my pain away but, no drugs or anything, Fuck, I just ask, why does life have to suck so bad? I dunno. So, if anyone cares to read this... Let me know, lets chat or something...I just moved back here and most of my friends are gone so, I spend most of my days bored off of my ass. Hope everyone is well. Hello to Eyesofatragedy, amethyst and Ivy. Hugs and kisses to all...

~C