Well... I'm not sure what just happened but on the fourth I'll be boarding a ship in Maui. I'm in a daze right now... I can't think straight. I think I'm in shock actually. I feel numb. I know that I should be realy happy and excited. The only thing that jumps out of the fog is fear. I am more scared right now than I have ever been in my entire life. I've climbed metal towers in lightning storms, barely escaped explosions, and stood my ground against angry mobs... But now... I feel like cowering. Tripudio Flamma. Dance the Flames. It's only six weeks... Dear God I hope this turns out well...
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Actually, go. Shoo. Get the hell out of my face before I punchbuggy punch you.
P.S. have the time of your life.