Well... None of that went as planned. I'm unemployed I've lost faith in my ability to get a normal job, and I'm totaly lost. The more I think about it the more I realize I may be sabotaging my own eforts. I'ts been two days and I'm already missing the good parts of my work. I spent the entirety of my last gig recieving compliments about my work and people telling me I must be crazy to quit I love my job.
I can never do anything withought everthing changing before I can finish.
On the bright side, I've been offered a job. A cruise ship job. Large amounts of money doing what I want to do. Creating and opperating light shows with very large numbers of moving lights. The only draw back is that I would be on a boat for six months... A boat that allows me shore leave in various exotic places around the world. A boat that pays for evertything except what I drink or do on leave. Sounds realy good...
Tolkien said it right though. The hardest part of any adventure is taking the first step.
I can never do anything withought everthing changing before I can finish.
On the bright side, I've been offered a job. A cruise ship job. Large amounts of money doing what I want to do. Creating and opperating light shows with very large numbers of moving lights. The only draw back is that I would be on a boat for six months... A boat that allows me shore leave in various exotic places around the world. A boat that pays for evertything except what I drink or do on leave. Sounds realy good...
Tolkien said it right though. The hardest part of any adventure is taking the first step.
good luck.