I realized something today... For the first time in my life I can't see a path in front of me. Not one. I've run in to a lot of situations where I have to many choices. Times when I coouldn't tell wich path was right. I've never felt like this though. I can't see anything but bush. I can't even see an animal trail... Just trees and dark. I'm a pretty brave (stupid) guy. I put my life on the line as a routine part of my work. I realy fear nothing and rarely back down from a fight (hence the stupid part). Even when I know I'm going to lose. Now though. Everything is wrong. I can't turn back and I have no trail to follow. How do I muster the courage to step in to the woods?
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