unfunnypunman

I've been going through some old pictures and found some of Katie. There's a part of me that wants to put them up on my facebook just so people can see her. Nobody I hang out with now ever met her.
But at the same time, I'm not sure I want to share them with just anyone. I don't need people asking about her and...
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I have a new friend.
She's moving to Denver.
That's a bit of a nuisance .

Ya know,
it's nice to write here knowing that people read it.
No, we're not close, but that doesn't matter.
It may happen eventually. But the point is that people read it.
People here are at least mildly interested in others.
With other sites I'm on, that isn't always...
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Can't believe I've haven't written in over a month.
And now that I'm here and writing . . . I don't have anything to say.
Oh well.
I'm doing much better with getting over her.
Getting rid of all of her things and many of the things she gave me helped.

I've had to hear about her lately.
I've had to see some pictures.
No I didn't. I chose to see some pictures of her.
There's a part of me that just needs to know.
What's happening?
How does she look?
And, obviously, there's a part of me that wants to know what she's feeling.
But I'm still very angry with her; very hurt by her.

I was the boom operator for a TV pilot this past weekend. Who knows if it will get picked up . . . but it was fun to work on. I got to hang out with a friend and I met some cool people and even bumped into 2 girls I went to college with on set; what a funny coincidence that they worked the...
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January 2nd . . .
a bit random I guess,
but in away I'm hoping that seeing a new number on my calendar will help me realized that time has passed.
In truth I don't actually know how long I'll want to not talk to her. I guess it would all depend on where we stand. I'm just not sure I can handle being around...
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She comes back today.
I'm a bit unsure if I want any contact, and unsure if she'll approach me.
I AM sure that I won't want any contact before Jan. 2.
Guess we'll see what unfolds.

I know it's immature. I know it's lame. I know it's sad. But I REALLY, really want to make her jealous. She deserves it.

So I'm working on my tattoo of Amina; trying to find the right pose and the right artist.
I'm also trying to find people to hang out with.
Also working on the outline for the new version of the music video I'm going to shoot, and trying to find the actors for it.
I'm excited about that.
Anybody want to be in a music video?

I have funny bruise lines on my shoulders.
As soon as I have dropped a few more pounds, I'm going to start up swing dancing lessons again. I've missed it. I'm also thinking about salsa lessons . . . like at a dance school . . . where they teach ballet.