unfunnypunman

She comes back today.
I'm a bit unsure if I want any contact, and unsure if she'll approach me.
I AM sure that I won't want any contact before Jan. 2.
Guess we'll see what unfolds.

I know it's immature. I know it's lame. I know it's sad. But I REALLY, really want to make her jealous. She deserves it.

So I'm working on my tattoo of Amina; trying to find the right pose and the right artist.
I'm also trying to find people to hang out with.
Also working on the outline for the new version of the music video I'm going to shoot, and trying to find the actors for it.
I'm excited about that.
Anybody want to be in a music video?

I have funny bruise lines on my shoulders.
As soon as I have dropped a few more pounds, I'm going to start up swing dancing lessons again. I've missed it. I'm also thinking about salsa lessons . . . like at a dance school . . . where they teach ballet.

So I need a date for Friday evening. I hate trying to find dates. I expect it will be a bit tougher finding someone willing to go see a high school play.
I hate trying to find dates.

Well now that I'm not part of a couple . . . I want to meet a ballerina . . . or a gymnast.
Now I just need to learn where to hang out to meet those girls.

Well,
I'm doing much better now.
But I feel like I have to re-learn how to be single.
It feels foreign.
I want to go out and have fun,
and honestly, I do want to make her jealous and show here that
I'm not home alone moping and crying over her.
Anyone have any ideas?

as of yesterday
i am single again.
she doesn't want me
she's using the physical distance between us, since she is at Oxford, to
distance herself from our relationship . . .
so i am now sad . . .
but moreso . . .
i'm angry with her for treating me the way she did.

i'm sick

yesterday's shoot went over 12 hours. i'm still tired.
check it out; the series is called Beverlywood.
when we get more up, i'll post the links.

so it's not quite official yet . . . but, yeah, i have a girlfriend!

I want a girlfriend.
I'd settle for someone to go out on dates with.