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ok... so i am going crazy... i have put together packages that i am sending out to record companies and local radio stations... demo cd if you will... and i have a decent assortment of songs that i am proud of... that i have been tweeking a bit the past couple of days, (yes, instead of packing, shut up)... and almost so far so good... one song... 'so beautiful it hurts' is without a doubt one of my favorites... and the fucking versus... guh... i will never claim to be a singer... or even a musician... i am a noise develpoer... damnit... but the fucking verse is holding me back... ... the words... are gold... the way i sound... poop on a stick... fuck fuck fuck fuck....

anyway... so... i am going to spend the rest of my day working on it... and at the end of the day... it still will not have come out right... so after work tommorrow i will spend all that day on it... fuck fuck fuck fuck....

go say hi to my friends... i love them dearly... and you should to... so go and say hi
isadora, antimony, fenchurch, minimalism909, and jayde


EDITTED TO SAY:
ok, so i sat down with the fucking song... and nailed it... first try... i am such a whiny bitch... soooo....

how was everyones day?
also...
recommend more books... i have six months to fill... i am gonna be a smarty pants when i get back....