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so i am trying to decide if i should go to michigan for my couple of days off... i want to and i don't.. and i do... and i don't... i flipped a coin... it said don't... i talk to my MI friend and she said do... ugh... i don't know.. there are things here i need to do, but then i haven't seen them in a while, but then they don't bother with trying to come down here to see me... guh guh guh fuck...

so, i was hanging out at grandma's today... and a few more of my family was there... and i think the more i hang out with them the more i realize they are fucking hilarious... it's a no end in sight laugh fest over there...

so my friend and i are talking about starting a little band... he is a flawless guitar player, and i am mediocre all around, but i have a lot of material to get us started but we have no drive... we haven't even formally "jammed" yet... so sad...

and here are my feet in lisbon, portugal... a place everyone needs to visit... so fun...