sorry i haven't updated in a while, i tried, but it's just something i haven't felt like doing. it seems like i've been in a pretty lackluster mood continuously for i can't even remember how long. things haven't really been especially bad or anything, but they haven't really been good either. after years of relatively continuous disappointment i've found that i tend to dwell on the shitty things in life and just simply come to expect them. i suppose i'm just simply a pesimist.
this weekend's recap:
kicked it off with a bang friday by finding out second hand about a birthday party that would have meant a lot to me to have been invited to. it was for my ex who has maintained that she would appreciate being friends. i've maintained that i'm just not ready to be friends yet despite the fact that her dumping me was enitierly my fault. she's come to terms with it, but i still haven't forgiven myself for the things i did. i guess i still feel a void because it seemed like our time wasn't able to run its course. yes...i have a hard time letting things go, ok?
from there i made the snap decision to try and get a few more motocross races in this year. between friday night and sunday things went something like this. crashed 4 times, broke the bike 3 times (only once from a crash), and got run over by another bike 1 time.
i think i need some sunshine on my goddamn shoulders.
this weekend's recap:
kicked it off with a bang friday by finding out second hand about a birthday party that would have meant a lot to me to have been invited to. it was for my ex who has maintained that she would appreciate being friends. i've maintained that i'm just not ready to be friends yet despite the fact that her dumping me was enitierly my fault. she's come to terms with it, but i still haven't forgiven myself for the things i did. i guess i still feel a void because it seemed like our time wasn't able to run its course. yes...i have a hard time letting things go, ok?
from there i made the snap decision to try and get a few more motocross races in this year. between friday night and sunday things went something like this. crashed 4 times, broke the bike 3 times (only once from a crash), and got run over by another bike 1 time.
i think i need some sunshine on my goddamn shoulders.
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Crazy that I'm thinking that way, now. Weird, crazy, even. Anyway kiddo.. Logan says he might hit up some shows in Milwaukee as well, so I might come along and meet some of his friends. I'm assuming you're one of the many, right? heh.. so either way, it's gonna happen. I'm gonna meet you. BE AFRAID.