undeserving

st. patrick's day went about as well as it could. i took a nap from about 6-11, and then stayed up through the night. i was alternating between video games and drunk sitting my suitemate and his friends.

something nice: having two attractive girls prasing you about how nice you are

something shitty: watching said girls leave in the morning without saying a goddamn thing

one of them did come back a few hours later and thanked me for letting her use my blanket.

the show at the 8th nut went a hell of a lot better than i'd expected. i wasn't expecting much of a crowd seeing as how everyones leaving for spring break but we still did pretty well. we did have some shit go down that the people who run the union got pissed at us for, but it seems to have been dealt with. i just hope we get half as many people to turn out for the show tonight.

i ended up sleeping on the couch at my friend laurel's place last night. i've been despising the feeling of lonlyness i've been feeling when i wake up every morning and i'm still not really dealing with the ex girlfriend situation well. i just wanted one night where i could feel like there was someone there, even if they weren't even in the same room.
well that, and i really didn't want to walk back to my place at 3 in the morning.