i ramble, be warned:
it's nice to have all the work i need to do for the next day done at a reasonable hour. maybe this is what i finally need to finally get myself some kind of work ethinc here. it's a little late in the semester, but apathy and mid to upper level engineering courses just simply don't go hand in hand.
last night i was talking for a little bit with some people i didn't know about just whatever. they were talking about fun, social aspects of high school, and still hanging out with those people. i just really couldn't relate. it's not that i was some kind of horrible outcast back then. i wasn't cool at all, but i could shoot the shit with just about any crowd from time to time. i just didn't, and i couldn't even imagine trying to have a conversation with any of those people today. i mean would either of us really care enough to put forth the effort to have a conversation when neither really cares about what the other has to say?
i could count the number of people i'd consider friends and not just acquaintences in high school on one hand. now days though i've fallen out of contact with even those people really. not a concious thing (for the most part), but i suppose that's just the way it goes. i guess i bring this all up because it was funny with the events of last night and that today i ran into niki, who was who i'd consider my best friend when i was 15 or 16. we didn't really have too much in common back then, but we could relate no the less and i truly do cherrish some of the talks we had from those days. now days though it seems that we have nothing in common aside from going to the same school. i hadn't seen her in probably 7 or 8 months, but after the "hello, how are you?"s we both just kind of stood there not knowing what to say. yeah it was obvious that we had shit going on in our lives. but we both had things we'd much rather be doing than re-hashing the last year with each other. i suppose growing appart is part of growing up and all, but i guess it just made me think about things for the rest of the day. i guess it only gets worse from here though (so what have you been up to the last 10, 20, 40 years? - fucking a).
sorry about the last two updates. generall lonely boy, psychotic, freak-out shit. 10,000 bonus points though if you know what song the last update was from without using google.
it's nice to have all the work i need to do for the next day done at a reasonable hour. maybe this is what i finally need to finally get myself some kind of work ethinc here. it's a little late in the semester, but apathy and mid to upper level engineering courses just simply don't go hand in hand.
last night i was talking for a little bit with some people i didn't know about just whatever. they were talking about fun, social aspects of high school, and still hanging out with those people. i just really couldn't relate. it's not that i was some kind of horrible outcast back then. i wasn't cool at all, but i could shoot the shit with just about any crowd from time to time. i just didn't, and i couldn't even imagine trying to have a conversation with any of those people today. i mean would either of us really care enough to put forth the effort to have a conversation when neither really cares about what the other has to say?
i could count the number of people i'd consider friends and not just acquaintences in high school on one hand. now days though i've fallen out of contact with even those people really. not a concious thing (for the most part), but i suppose that's just the way it goes. i guess i bring this all up because it was funny with the events of last night and that today i ran into niki, who was who i'd consider my best friend when i was 15 or 16. we didn't really have too much in common back then, but we could relate no the less and i truly do cherrish some of the talks we had from those days. now days though it seems that we have nothing in common aside from going to the same school. i hadn't seen her in probably 7 or 8 months, but after the "hello, how are you?"s we both just kind of stood there not knowing what to say. yeah it was obvious that we had shit going on in our lives. but we both had things we'd much rather be doing than re-hashing the last year with each other. i suppose growing appart is part of growing up and all, but i guess it just made me think about things for the rest of the day. i guess it only gets worse from here though (so what have you been up to the last 10, 20, 40 years? - fucking a).
sorry about the last two updates. generall lonely boy, psychotic, freak-out shit. 10,000 bonus points though if you know what song the last update was from without using google.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
yeah? yeah.
awesome.
i will see you there.
i wish you the best in MKE!