undeserving

i'm really fidgitty right now. i've got a lot of homework due tomorrow so i've purposely loaded up on caffiene this evening. at the moment i'm trying to pick out what i want to listen to for tonight, but i'm having one of those "i'm sick of everything that i own" moments. this week has been going relatively smoothly all things considered. we're in the middle of the semester so mid-terms are poping up here and there. i'm not thinking about things, which is good i guess. i've got nothing coming my way these days so there's nothing to really dwell upon. i need to cut this off, grab some more tapes and cd's, and be on my way again. i've come to the conclusion that i just simply can't get any work done at home, so i have to spend my time elsewhere if i have any chance of making progress with this shit.

hugs and bruises, ramrod.