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A branch fell on my knee and now it has a bruise it doesn't matter how the branch fell...my knee hurts.

Blackwings profile picture is one of the wierdest pictures I've ever seen...and I cannot explain that.
Today Dusty is coming down, and today is also the day of my ex best friend's baby shower. Sooo I'm not going to that baby shower...it's as if she's just using me for presents....and that's not very nice. I think my parents have all of the pictures on my...
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Ok...now I desperately need a good job...
If anyone knows of anything...please tell me, I picked up a Starbucks application and am waiting to turn that in. I'm not going to be living with my parents too much longer...it's sad, but I'm happy at the same time. Last night was just a really bad night...and I wound up having to stay here with Adam...which wasn't...
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The shoot yesterday went really well...I am really sore...and I'll post some pics up when I get them. I need to return some books to college today...they're really late...oops. I need someone to go with me though, because I really don't feel like being alone today...

Photoby: ok...I may use your BF in a shot...if Mindy doesn't show up...the shot calls for her but I'm flexible..anyways it will just be his back to the camera from the waist down with clothes on...you will be in the back ground..being wiped...I'm want to shoot it between his legs...does that make sense??
SomberCreation: Not really lol but I'm trying to imagine it
Photoby: let...
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I'm not going to move out, I'm going to stay here until I finish out TJC but I still need to get a job. A good ole' job. Starbucks does sound nice, but um...is it easy? I know there's a lot to learn....and sometimes I can be stubborn...but oh well. I guess I should give it a shot. I'm going to continue to sit in...
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Weee I think I found someone that will move in with meeeee....now I need to get a job that I would be able to stand. I'll do it...oh I'll do it. hehe.

I feel positive at the moment, so say things that will make me keep positive...or I'll fucking kill you.

Well in my thoughts at least...ohhhh noooo I'm being negative and psychotic!

I should...
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I had a breakdown the other night...Adam thought I was about to just go mad. I was scared I was too. Last night I went to a show with Sydfloyd and yourhog. It wasn't a big blast but it was ok, and it's always nice to hang out with them. I feel kinda weird right now because I just woke up after oversleeping...I hate that...
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I have bad news...well, bad to me. I got my appeal back from TJC...they denied it. I owe them $1,064 up front to be able to go there again...and I do want to go there again for photography classes. I guess I'll be doing a lot of work this summer to get that paid up...and then work some more to actually go...

Last week I told my ex best friend that I would take her to the doctor tomorrow (thursday) because my teacher said we weren't having class. Well I found out yesterday that I do have class...so today I wrote her and told her that I would try my best to stay for about 10 minutes of class and then take her to the doctor...and this...
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Something sad has creeped into my soul and taken residence.

My dad wanted me to destroy a caterpillar nest...and I love fuzzy caterpillars but I did it because he told me to. I abducted a little cocoon and it is now surrounded by lots of fluffy cotton in it's own little glass bowl. Next week I have a photo shoot to do and I'm more excited than last time. Why? Because this guy is reallly...
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