undeadxdiatribe

I learned something tonite. That wearing denim in January is NOTHING, NOTHING, but a fucking fashion statement..haha...seriously. Regardless any nite that involes japanese cinema and friends is worth suffering a bit in the bitter january frost.

I also realized that I do actually hurt from my recent breakup...big surprise. But actually, its not...its taken a few days to sink in. I was scared at first, because i didnt really feel that much "pain". I'dve thought that after 6 years that i'd be crushed, killed, destroyed; but i really wasnt. Today i started to feel it though. It was comforting. I just can't help but try to make the best out of ANY situation. I look forward to finding someone right for me. I don't regret anything thats happened in my life *for the most part*, as i feel that regret is one of the most foolish things a person can do.

We regret bad times, but do not realize that it those times that test our character, and show what we're made of. Only "weak" people regret these things. I'm not the strongest person in this world, i know this. but i strive to better myself through everything i experience. I miss the people that are no longer in my life, but i do not regret having spent good and bad times with them. But here i go rambling. It's 2:42 and i love you all.

"the dream is dead, but another is born: to dance upon the graves of the hopeless."

have great weekend, and be safe.
dreamers keep dreaming.
lovers keep loving.
james.