I did some shopping tonight. Tried on some pants and as I was warned... they were fitting a bit small so I had to go up a couple of sizes. They're nice pants and I look good in them but they were a 50 inch waist!!! 50.... five - oh... Fifty! Un-fucking believable. I'm not feeling very good about myself right now. It hit me hard. As I re-read this post I realize how fem I sound. Whatever

i love you
*kisses*