unbrokensympathy

alright... I don't know if I posted it here... but who gives a shit if I did. I'll say it again. The other night I went out with a guy I know from school... can't really say we're friends... more like aquiantances. all I really know is that I liked his step-bro in my freshman year... and that his best friend wanted to fuck me in his van at school in my junior year... the moron.

anyway I went out to this guys house... half knowing he just wanted to fuck... but figured maybe he'll lose the balls after relizing he doesn't really know me... and also the fact that he provoked me to nearly kick him in his. but anyway... we ended up fucking anyway... and I gave him head (which is not as sickening as I assumed it would be) but I had never done it before... but i still did it right. Thank god for watching porn with my ex boyfriend. j/k. well anyway... man sucked really bad... probably cause im used to just screwing my other ex almost like everyday... and he's like the best. but really.... this guy sucked. which I guess is okay... because like I said... we don't really know each other well... and it was just a one night thing and I most likely won't ever see him again.

thing of it is... I felt like such a slut right after I got home... and some of my friends weren't helping. but then I realized... a majority of the friend I told wut happened are sluts anyway... so why the fuck should I allow them to make me feel bad? people can say whatever the hell they want to me because everyone's entitled to their opinion... but I don't need to have my "friends" provoke my distress further... it's not fair, and they're bitches for acting like that.

I really wish I could change the design for this thing. err.