Instead of making like a thousand more little status updates, lets just get it all over with in one blog post, shall we?
I've been considering whether or not I should share my Youtube page with you guys? It's not quite up and running yet, but it will be soon. It's nothing sexy, just like real life me talking to a camera about assorted shit, but I'm not really sure how many of you would genuinely be interested in that lol. But I'm really excited about it and it's super fun. <3
My furnace has been broken for the past week or so, so I've woken up to a 50 degree house almost every day and I've had to heat the house with space heaters and the oven because my landlord doesn't care or something.
There's this adorable little ma and pop shop that sells THE BEST milkshakes ever in town and I've been ADDICTED to the butterscotch one. It's butter flavored ice cream, does it get any better than that??? I usually don't indulge like that, but I got my wisdom teeth pulled the first week of January and milkshakes just soothe my gums and jaw so wellllll.
I went to a party over the weekend!!! It's been pretty difficult for me to get out of the house and enjoy myself without getting anxious, but I did so well! I stayed for like 8 HOURS! It was an 80's theme party, which makes me think neon everything or whatever, but I don't really own bright colors, just not too fond of them. SO I ended up going for more of an 80's hair band groupie look. There was a lot of coke (which I really prefer not to be around, long family history), but minimal drama! So so so fun though!
My cat keeps trying to get my attention when I'm sitting at my desk, but she won't sit on my lap and there isn't any room on the actual desk because my laptop and all of my plants are on it. However, I have a long planter that I'm using to propagate some of my succulents and she's been crawling in it AND SLEEPING. Totally messed up my cuttings, but she's sooo cuuuute when she does it.
I'm also realizing that I really don't feel like identifying as a lesbian anymore. I think my preference is not for a gender, but for kind-hearted, genuine people who will love me unconditionally. I just love people and I want them to love me. Right now I am with a lady and I don't plan on leaving her, I think I'm just retiring this label 'cause I've outgrown it.
Winter has me craving super fatty foods and I'm so paranoid I'm gonna gain all my weight back. I'm slightly more squishy than I was during the summer, but it's mostly in my hips, so all it really does is make me look a little extra curvy. But jesus, these cravings are killing me.
ANYHOO
I think that's really most of the nonsense floating about, hope you guys are doing well!!! Love you! <3
