Alright so basically everything came back fine, but i have to get a minor surgery to see if I have endometriosis.
If I do the surgery here, I'll be thousands of dollars in debt, I'll have to care for myself during the recovery period, I'd likely have at least a few people trying to get my pain medication, and the doctors aren't that skilled.
If I fly out to Cali (terrible flying anxiety, very impatient) and get it done there, my insurance will cover the bill, my mom would be able to get me through the recovery period, and the doctors are better(and have access to better technology). But then my mom wouldn't be able to fly back to Ohio for Christmas and I would likely miss my first year anniversary with my girlfriend.
If I do have endometriosis and I ignore it, it could potentially damage surrounding organs. If I do have it and I get it taken care of, they would likely want to put me on some form of birth control (which I personally don't want in my body).
If I don't have it, then I've wasted time, money, and my mom missed Christmas with her family.
Paralyzed by confusion and doubt.
Help.
