just saw a trans-sexual audition to dance at devil's point. don't know why but it freaked me out and grossed me out too. she had better boobs than me.
perfect ending to a strange weekend. It was even "National Fucking Week", but I forgot to have sex. At least I don't even want to anymore. Wish my boy would quit expending all his energy and money into stupid people who really don't matter. WE were around plenty of idiot's we call our friends this weekend. I'm ready to cut so many peolpe out of my life it's not even funny. Thanks god for this SAturn Return phase. I'm feelin it. I'm loyal and have an unconditional love for just about anyone but god damn..........after yeARS AND years of dealing with fuck-ups in my social circle I'm done. rather be alone.

perfect ending to a strange weekend. It was even "National Fucking Week", but I forgot to have sex. At least I don't even want to anymore. Wish my boy would quit expending all his energy and money into stupid people who really don't matter. WE were around plenty of idiot's we call our friends this weekend. I'm ready to cut so many peolpe out of my life it's not even funny. Thanks god for this SAturn Return phase. I'm feelin it. I'm loyal and have an unconditional love for just about anyone but god damn..........after yeARS AND years of dealing with fuck-ups in my social circle I'm done. rather be alone.

news to me
he actually listens to what people say instead of being a self-centered loud mouth.
he'll pull an asshole out of a car and send him to the hospital for abusing a girl.
he is generous to everyone. he spoils me and strangers too. I know Stormy loves her hussy cards.
he helps people see their potential w/o ever having to say a word. It's called setting an example through actions and lifestyle.
mabey his secret recipe to this rare lifestyle is simplicity, truth, integrity, and strength with a dusting of sparkEL motion.
he gives the best love, and as his girl he holds on to me tight all night without ever letting go.
so no. I would not rather be alone, but with him, always.