ultima

Just a quick update.. No pics, no rat news.. I've moved from my old home in which I was living with my ex boyfriend since almost 3 years.. We've been together for 6 years, he's been my first one.
He's still loving me, but I am seeing him as a brother and I fell in love with another guy.
I feel terrible.
Should I sacrify and stay with him anyway? I've destroyed him, his body, his mind, everything.
He treated me as a Princess and I left him this way.
Maybe after so many years love ends anyway and affection is what remains.
I don't know.
I am missing him so much, it's so hard living alone. I always saw him after work, we always went out together for anything, and now I am home alone, with my dog, on saturday, when he won't be home, I'll take my rats and other things, I am moving away so slowly.
I couldn't even take away my slippers from his home, it's like.. going away for ever, I know, it's silly, but I feel like this.
I never suffered from love. I love him as the most important person in my life (I have no family) and I don't want to lose him.