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i cried during my speech so i went and bought some gerbils


so i had to do an impromptu speech today for a final.
the impromptu speech is when you stand in front of the class and you prepare a speech in less than 5 seconds and give a 2 to 3 minute speech with no preparation

in the begining of the year we had to write down one of our pet peeves on this card and give it to her, me not thinking it was a big deal wrote "floppy socks" (when socks are too big so they flop when you walk, etc) and of course none of us could remember our pet peeve we wrote down so i got up there and my topic was floppy socks, i started off ok,

"you know when your socks get old and gross and they stretch out and are like 4 times the size they used to be, well i call those floppy socks." and then i froze and i just started laughing because i laugh when i get nervous and then i started crying and it was so embarassing i was so nervous i couldnt even think. and when there are 30 people watching you doesnt make it any better. so i just blabbed a little more and then i was done, it was about 30 seconds and it sucked

but then i had to take a test afterward and iw as so mortified that i couldnt think at all. so im pretty sure i fucked up my final test too.

this week has been so stressful, i dont care if people think tech schools arnt "real colleges" think of it this way, its 4 years of information and assignments packed into 2 years.

i had a game design due thats worth half of our grade today with a group of 3 other people, we waited till the last minute and we did it all last night. except one girl was in grand forks and the other left to go get something to eat, but came back an hour later to tell us she went tanning.

brett and i basically did 80% of the game . i got to school at 3:30pm and we left at 11:30pm
and we had to present it this morning at 8:00. we didnt have any of our group summaries done, and she told us to write them, i know everyone else wrote things like we did fine, but i told it how it was, she knew we sucked, she knew we waited till the last minute.

then i took a photoshop final which i think i did relatively well, out of 3 pages of short answer questions i think i only didnt know 3 of them.

then i came home to bathe or something till i had to work,

i got home at 10 and i took a bath.

i fell a sleep in the bath and i started dreaming, i dont remember what it was but i realized iw as dreaming and i was like what the fuck kensie you are in the bath tub way to be a dumb ass.

so i got out of the bath at about 10 30 and took a nap, i woke up at 11:45 and worked at 12. then i worked till 5.
then i came home and changed clothes then i went to my speech class at 6, that went to about 8:30

then i was so stressed out i cried like a baby in my car on the way home, so i decided i wanted to go to barnes and noble to go buy 234234 dollars worth of books. but stopped at petco first. and there were these 2 black gerbils for adoption (soemoen brought them in because they didnt want them) they are babies and i wanted them, so i bought them a new cage and fancy stuff. i figured i was so stressed out and pisse doff and sad and all that shit i could buy myself some gerbils..

their names are wiggle warts and miss fred.

they are both black with a white chin, but wiggle warts has one white whisker.

im sure no one is even reading this becasue who wants to read about me sucking at school and embarassing myself


but either way, i still have a 30+ page project (brand guide) due on monday thats worth 530 points, which is half of our grade, and i have 11 pages done.

fuck school.

im completely serious,

i only have one semester left then i graduate, and im never going back.