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Thursday Mar 20, 2003

Mar 20, 2003
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Demons do exist.........they are physical beings that hurt people on a daily basis, and you can't see them unless your really looking or unless you've had to deal with them face to face and by that time its too late... I met one such demon though he is one of many he is just as dangerous as the next, his name was "White", and when we met he was hanging out with some friends of mine, whom he has since taken away from me....not as in killed them...just turned them against everything they had once loved...including me. So at the time we became friends cause my friends liked him ok...we couldn't see him for what he really was at the time, he was bright and cool, and he gave us confidence from hanging around him, he seemed to make us stronger, happier, more energetic, and he was our friend, he would never turn on us right? Soon I left the group of friends, and I got to take "White" with me, we were good friends, but he was expensive to hang around, but his company was so worth it I thought, and we had fun....the only thing was that he liked to hurt me later on, he started hurting me more and more, on a daily basis.....I tried to get away and ignore him but he always was on my back, I coudn't shake him, one day he backed me into a corner and hurt me and almost killed me......when I woke up he was gone, and I was laying in a pool of my own blood and puke....I wish I could have gotten a few punches in but how do you strike down what is eternal? So I did the next best thing, I left him and when he beckoned to be nice and go easier on me, I was able to stand my ground and tell him to go back to hell, I belong to no one I told him not anymore.....He just laughed and said I was welcome to call him anytime,......he laughed not because he thought I would be back, or because he thought I was weak, He laughed because he had got a piece of me I couldn't get back and that it was his now and not mine.....and to remind me of this he will make my nose bleed, almost about the same time every year as when I told him never come around again, when things are being reborn....Spring......
Which some may laugh and say, hey its just the weather, or allergies that make your nose itch and bleed.....but is it? or is "White" just playing with me for the rest of my life....the bleeding has started again.......as it probably always will.....but we all bleed in our own ways now don't we......

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