Binge: Day One
I remember doing this before. Often.
It's strange to think that I'm 31 now. This is how I lived my life from about the time that I was 15 to about the time that I was 25. I wonder where I'll be in the next 25 years. Funny thinking about the "big picture".
I mean, what do you want from life?
Is enough every enough? You get all the things that you want - well, most of them anyways - and it just opens up new wants that never used to exist. Furfill those, you get more differant new needs.
Isn't it funny how a heart-break can keep coming back and revisiting itself on you five, ten years later? I wonder if I'm common in that regard or if everyone has emotional scarring from things that happened what now seem lifetimes ago.
So much has changed. So many people have faded out of my life for so many reasons. But I'm still the same person at the core.
And that makes me happy.
I remember doing this before. Often.
It's strange to think that I'm 31 now. This is how I lived my life from about the time that I was 15 to about the time that I was 25. I wonder where I'll be in the next 25 years. Funny thinking about the "big picture".
I mean, what do you want from life?
Is enough every enough? You get all the things that you want - well, most of them anyways - and it just opens up new wants that never used to exist. Furfill those, you get more differant new needs.
Isn't it funny how a heart-break can keep coming back and revisiting itself on you five, ten years later? I wonder if I'm common in that regard or if everyone has emotional scarring from things that happened what now seem lifetimes ago.
So much has changed. So many people have faded out of my life for so many reasons. But I'm still the same person at the core.
And that makes me happy.