udon_omi

I've been kind of rambling tonight. Here. On some other blogs. Here I'm trying to re-hook some prior friends. that could fall flat but, eh. whatever. maybe not. i think maybe i'll eventually write a little something about how coming here (of all places) reconnected me with society at large a few years ago. It was more than a little therapeutic...how interesting. yeah. that could...
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I've been thinking that being jobless could turn out to be its own kind of aphrodisiac...right? How hot to be so completely dependent upon the kindness of others that sexual demands are completely up for grabs. Someone has paid your rent and bought you (and more importantly, your offspring) the last two months worth of food that you have had. You could wash their underwear...
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I miss being here and all the really cool freaky people I met here. Not sure how to reconnect but I guess i will see what happens.

I need a job. i am soooo sick of looking and pretending to be optimistic and all that horseshit. i am basically being supported by my ex and my current. it wouldn't be so bad except that my...
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I've been here before and loved it. I left because I was being stalked. Not that I'm the most stalkable person, but it's a fucked up world and it happened. I'd met a lot of friends here the first time but I'm now so paranoid because of what happened before, that I'm too chickenshit (or melodramatic) to try to reconnect with them. So. I guess...
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Soon